ON BOOKS AND READING.


I have always likes reading. Books have been my friends during my most private time- Alone. even now i have been spending a lot of time with them. Not that I don’t like people, it just happens that I find books more interesting than most people I encounter. However, the few interesting ones I meet I cherish them, often developing into friendship. Most people tend to divide books into god one and the bad ones, I make no such distinction- not to say that i read them indiscriminately! I like to see them as being useful or useless. An example of the former would be ‘The education of Henry Adams’ and of the latter most of the self-help rubbish amongst many more.

My formal education stopped at the demise of my father during my final year in college, when I took to business. Since then, I have tried to unlearn most of the rote I had been feed all my educative years. It’s been fairly successful i should like to think, all thanks to my friends –Books- the useful one. Every time I pick a new book up to Read I feel like a complete idiot, by the end of most of them I retain the feeling, but by the end of some of those very few books I know that I have learnt and grown a bit smatter. Rare as the feeling is, while it lasts it’s wonderful. But, reading has to be done with a lot of caution. Some books have the lingering effect after I have read them, but that does not necessarily mean them to be useful books. Most books I would count as being useless so far as they do not help me to think further on my own in the concerned field of study. As, so often is the case we come across walking encyclopaedias with a lot of factual information acquired through reading, but with an obnoxious lack of critical thinking.

The important thing about reading is that the books should act as a catalyst to further critical thinking and pursuit of independent thinking. If a book cannot do that, in so far as I am concerned they are useless. The other day I came across An essay by Arthur Schopenhauer titled on ‘books and reading’ also the title of this post, where he explores the effect on random readings.I enjoyed reading it hope so do you. I am quoting the essay in full;

Ignorance is degrading only when found in company with riches. The poor

man is restrained by poverty and need: labour occupies his thoughts, and

takes the place of knowledge. But rich men who are ignorant live for

their lusts only, and are like the beasts of the field; as may be seen

every day: and they can also be reproached for not having used wealth

and leisure for that which gives them their greatest value.

 

When we read, another person thinks for us: we merely repeat his mental

process. In learning to write, the pupil goes over with his pen what the

teacher has outlined in pencil: so in reading; the greater part of the

work of thought is already done for us. This is why it relieves us to

take up a book after being occupied with our own thoughts. And in

reading, the mind is, in fact, only the playground of another’s

thoughts. So it comes about that if anyone spends almost the whole day

in reading, and by way of relaxation devotes the intervals to some

thoughtless pastime, he gradually loses the capacity for thinking; just

as the man who always rides, at last forgets how to walk. This is the

case with many learned persons: they have read themselves stupid. For to

occupy every spare moment in reading, and to do nothing but read, is

even more paralyzing to the mind than constant manual labor, which at

least allows those engaged in it to follow their own thoughts. A spring

never free from the pressure of some foreign body at last loses its

elasticity; and so does the mind if other people’s thoughts are

constantly forced upon it. Just as you can ruin the stomach and impair

the whole body by taking too much nourishment, so you can overfill and

choke the mind by feeding it too much. The more you read, the fewer are

the traces left by what you have read: the mind becomes like a tablet

crossed over and over with writing. There is no time for ruminating, and

in no other way can you assimilate what you have read. If you read on

and on without setting your own thoughts to work, what you have read can

not strike root, and is generally lost. It is, in fact, just the same

with mental as with bodily food: hardly the fifth part of what one takes

is assimilated. The rest passes off in evaporation, respiration and the

like.

 

The result of all this is that thoughts put on paper are nothing more

than footsteps in the sand: you see the way the man has gone, but to

know what he saw on his walk, you want his eyes.

 

There is no quality of style that can be gained by reading writers who

possess it; whether it be persuasiveness, imagination, the gift of

drawing comparisons, boldness, bitterness, brevity, grace, ease of

expression or wit, unexpected contrasts, a laconic or naive manner, and

the like. But if these qualities are already in us, exist, that is to

say, potentially, we can call them forth and bring them to

consciousness; we can learn the purposes to which they can be put; we

can be strengthened in our inclination to use them, or get courage to do

so; we can judge by examples the effect of applying them, and so acquire

the correct use of them; and of course it is only when we have arrived

at that point that we actually possess these qualities. The only way in

which reading can form style is by teaching us the use to which we can

put our own natural gifts. We must have these gifts before we begin to

learn the use of them. Without them, reading teaches us nothing but

cold, dead mannerisms and makes us shallow imitators.

 

The strata of the earth preserve in rows the creatures which lived in

former ages; and the array of books on the shelves of a library stores

up in like manner the errors of the past and the way in which they have

been exposed. Like those creatures, they too were full of life in their

time, and made a great deal of noise; but now they are stiff and

fossilized, and an object of curiosity to the literary palaeontologist

alone.

 

Herodotus relates that Xerxes wept at the sight of his army, which

stretched further than the eye could reach, in the thought that of all

these, after a hundred years, not one would be alive. And in looking

over a huge catalogue of new books, one might weep at thinking that,

when ten years have passed, not one of them will be heard of.

 

It is in literature as in life: wherever you turn, you stumble at once

upon the incorrigible mob of humanity, swarming in all directions,

crowding and soiling everything, like flies in summer. Hence the number,

which no man can count, of bad books, those rank weeds of literature,

which draw nourishment from the corn and choke it. The time, money and

attention of the public, which rightfully belong to good books and their

noble aims, they take for themselves: they are written for the mere

purpose of making money or procuring places. So they are not only

useless; they do positive mischief. Nine-tenths of the whole of our

present literature has no other aim than to get a few shillings out of

the pockets of the public; and to this end author, publisher and

reviewer are in league.

 

Let me mention a crafty and wicked trick, albeit a profitable and

successful one, practised by litterateurs, hack writers, and voluminous

authors. In complete disregard of good taste and the true culture of the

period, they have succeeded in getting the whole of the world of fashion

into leading strings, so that they are all trained to read in time, and

all the same thing, viz., _the newest books_; and that for the purpose

of getting food for conversation in the circles in which they move. This

is the aim served by bad novels, produced by writers who were once

celebrated, as Spindler, Bulwer Lytton, Eugene Sue. What can be more

miserable than the lot of a reading public like this, always bound to

peruse the latest works of extremely commonplace persons who write for

money only, and who are therefore never few in number? and for this

advantage they are content to know by name only the works of the few

superior minds of all ages and all countries. Literary newspapers, too,

are a singularly cunning device for robbing the reading public of the

time which, if culture is to be attained, should be devoted to the

genuine productions of literature, instead of being occupied by the

daily bungling commonplace persons.

 

Hence, in regard to reading, it is a very important thing to be able to

refrain. Skill in doing so consists in not taking into one’s hands any

book merely because at the time it happens to be extensively read; such

as political or religious pamphlets, novels, poetry, and the like, which

make a noise, and may even attain to several editions in the first and

last year of their existence. Consider, rather, that the man who writes

for fools is always sure of a large audience; be careful to limit your

time for reading, and devote it exclusively to the works of those great

minds of all times and countries, who o’ertop the rest of humanity,

those whom the voice of fame points to as such. These alone really

educate and instruct. You can never read bad literature too little, nor

good literature too much. Bad books are intellectual poison; they

destroy the mind. Because people always read what is new instead of the

best of all ages, writers remain in the narrow circle of the ideas which

happen to prevail in their time; and so the period sinks deeper and

deeper into its own mire.

 

There are at all times two literatures in progress, running side by

side, but little known to each other; the one real, the other only

apparent. The former grows into permanent literature; it is pursued by

those who live _for_ science or poetry; its course is sober and quiet,

but extremely slow; and it produces in Europe scarcely a dozen works in

a century; these, however, are permanent. The other kind is pursued by

persons who live _on_ science or poetry; it goes at a gallop with much

noise and shouting of partisans; and every twelve-month puts a thousand

works on the market. But after a few years one asks, Where are they?

where is the glory which came so soon and made so much clamor? This kind

may be called fleeting, and the other, permanent literature.

 

In the history of politics, half a century is always a considerable

time; the matter which goes to form them is ever on the move; there is

always something going on. But in the history of literature there is

often a complete standstill for the same period; nothing has happened,

for clumsy attempts don’t count. You are just where you were fifty years

previously.

 

To explain what I mean, let me compare the advance of knowledge among

mankind to the course taken by a planet. The false paths on which

humanity usually enters after every important advance are like the

epicycles in the Ptolemaic system, and after passing through one of

them, the world is just where it was before it entered it. But the great

minds, who really bring the race further on its course do not accompany

it on the epicycles it makes from time to time. This explains why

posthumous fame is often bought at the expense of contemporary praise,

and _vice versa_. An instance of such an epicycle is the philosophy

started by Fichte and Schelling, and crowned by Hegel’s caricature of

it. This epicycle was a deviation from the limit to which philosophy had

been ultimately brought by Kant; and at that point I took it up again

afterwards, to carry it further. In the intervening period the sham

philosophers I have mentioned and some others went through their

epicycle, which had just come to an end; so that those who went with

them on their course are conscious of the fact that they are exactly at

the point from which they started.

 

This circumstance explains why it is that, every thirty years or so,

science, literature, and art, as expressed in the spirit of the time,

are declared bankrupt. The errors which appear from time to time amount

to such a height in that period that the mere weight of their absurdity

makes the fabric fall; whilst the opposition to them has been gathering

force at the same time. So an upset takes place, often followed by an

error in the opposite direction. To exhibit these movements in their

periodical return would be the true practical aim of the history of

literature: little attention, however, is paid to it. And besides, the

comparatively short duration of these periods makes it difficult to

collect the data of epochs long gone by, so that it is most convenient

to observe how the matter stands in one’s own generation. An instance of

this tendency, drawn from physical science, is supplied in the Neptunian

geology of Werter.

 

But let me keep strictly to the example cited above, the nearest we can

take. In German philosophy, the brilliant epoch of Kant was immediately

followed by a period which aimed rather at being imposing than at

convincing. Instead of being thorough and clear, it tried to be

dazzling, hyperbolical, and, in a special degree, unintelligible:

instead of seeking truth, it intrigued. Philosophy could make no

progress in this fashion; and at last the whole school and its method

became bankrupt. For the effrontery of Hegel and his fellows came to

such a pass,–whether because they talked such sophisticated nonsense,

or were so unscrupulously puffed, or because the entire aim of this

pretty piece of work was quite obvious,–that in the end there was

nothing to prevent charlatanry of the whole business from becoming

manifest to everybody: and when, in consequence of certain disclosures,

the favor it had enjoyed in high quarters was withdrawn, the system was

openly ridiculed. This most miserable of all the meagre philosophies

that have ever existed came to grief, and dragged down with it into the

abysm of discredit, the systems of Fichte and Schelling which had

preceded it. And so, as far as Germany is concerned, the total

philosophical incompetence of the first half of the century following

upon Kant is quite plain: and still the Germans boast of their talent

for philosophy in comparison with foreigners, especially since an

English writer has been so maliciously ironical as to call them "a

nation of thinkers."

 

For an example of the general system of epicycles drawn from the history

of art, look at the school of sculpture which flourished in the last

century and took its name from Bernini, more especially at the

development of it which prevailed in France. The ideal of this school

was not antique beauty, but commonplace nature: instead of the

simplicity and grace of ancient art, it represented the manners of a

French minuet.

 

This tendency became bankrupt when, under Winkelman’s direction, a

return was made to the antique school. The history of painting furnishes

an illustration in the first quarter of the century, when art was looked

upon merely as a means and instrument of mediaeval religious sentiment,

and its themes consequently drawn from ecclesiastical subjects alone:

these, however, were treated by painters who had none of the true

earnestness of faith, and in their delusion they followed Francesco

Francia, Pietro Perugino, Angelico da Fiesole and others like them,

rating them higher even than the really great masters who followed. It

was in view of this terror, and because in poetry an analogous aim had

at the same time found favor, that Goethe wrote his parable

_Pfaffenspiel_. This school, too, got the reputation of being whimsical,

became bankrupt, and was followed by a return to nature, which

proclaimed itself in _genre_ pictures and scenes of life of every kind,

even though it now and then strayed into what was vulgar.

 

The progress of the human mind in literature is similar. The history of

literature is for the most part like the catalogue of a museum of

deformities; the spirit in which they keep best is pigskin. The few

creatures that have been born in goodly shape need not be looked for

there. They are still alive, and are everywhere to be met with in the

world, immortal, and with their years ever green. They alone form what I

have called real literature; the history of which, poor as it is in

persons, we learn from our youth up out of the mouths of all educated

people, before compilations recount it for us.

 

As an antidote to the prevailing monomania for reading literary

histories, in order to be able to chatter about everything, without

having any real knowledge at all, let me refer to a passage in

Lichtenberg’s works (vol. II., p. 302), which is well worth perusal.

 

I believe that the over-minute acquaintance with the history of science

and learning, which is such a prevalent feature of our day, is very

prejudicial to the advance of knowledge itself. There is pleasure in

following up this history; but as a matter of fact, it leaves the mind,

not empty indeed, but without any power of its own, just because it

makes it so full. Whoever has felt the desire, not to fill up his mind,

but to strengthen it, to develop his faculties and aptitudes, and

generally, to enlarge his powers, will have found that there is nothing

so weakening as intercourse with a so-called litterateur, on a matter of

knowledge on which he has not thought at all, though he knows a thousand

little facts appertaining to its history and literature. It is like

reading a cookery-book when you are hungry. I believe that so-called

literary history will never thrive amongst thoughtful people, who are

conscious of their own worth and the worth of real knowledge. These

people are more given to employing their own reason than to troubling

themselves to know how others have employed theirs. The worst of it is

that, as you will find, the more knowledge takes the direction of

literary research, the less the power of promoting knowledge becomes;

the only thing that increases is pride in the possession of it. Such

persons believe that they possess knowledge in a greater degree than

those who really possess it. It is surely a well-founded remark, that

knowledge never makes its possessor proud. Those alone let themselves be

blown out with pride, who incapable of extending knowledge in their own

persons, occupy themselves with clearing up dark points in its history,

or are able to recount what others have done. They are proud, because

they consider this occupation, which is mostly of a mechanical nature,

the practice of knowledge. I could illustrate what I mean by examples,

but it would be an odious task.

 

Still, I wish some one would attempt a _tragical_ history of literature,

giving the way in which the writers and artists, who form the proudest

possession of the various nations which have given them birth, have been

treated by them during their lives. Such a history would exhibit the

ceaseless warfare, which what was good and genuine in all times and

countries has had to wage with what was bad and perverse. It would tell

of the martyrdom of almost all those who truly enlightened humanity, of

almost all the great masters of every kind of art: it would show us how,

with few exceptions, they were tormented to death, without recognition,

without sympathy, without followers; how they lived in poverty and

misery, whilst fame, honor, and riches, were the lot of the unworthy;

how their fate was that of Esau, who while he was hunting and getting

venison for his father, was robbed of the blessing by Jacob, disguised

in his brother’s clothes, how, in spite of all, they were kept up by the

love of their work, until at last the bitter fight of the teacher of

humanity is over, until the immortal laurel is held out to him, and the

hour strikes when it can be said:

 

Der sehwere Panzer wird zum Fluegelkleide

Kurz ist der Schmerz, unendlich ist die Freude.

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Whispers of Silence


These are the sounds,

Of the whispers of silence

Echoing through the vortex of eternity

Beyond space and time

Of which there can be no inevitability,

These forms of life keep shifting

 Into elusive apparitions,

Sometimes appearing with marked lucidity

At others,

Dwindling into the whispering silences

Often, infecting us unawares, spilling

The ennui of worldly cares,

Gumption fraught from being sapped

The distant sound subsumes within

Life within becomes deathly fatigued

Hung in between, in an existence

Without a biography

The yearning for freedom

 Almost within grasp

Murmuring babel

Undulating comprehension

Obscuring vision

Sentient hope

I sleep with them,

The whispering silences

Echoing,

 Till I am lost

 To the streams of the unconscious

 

Freedom Team of India (FTI) – North Eastern India Outreach program 2011


Who are we?

We are a group of ordinary Indians who believe that India can become a land which is proudly honest, immensely prosperous: a land of opportunity. But our governance has deeply entrenched corruption. Due to the lack of good governance and the continuing apathy of many of our educated citizens, India is composed of islands of plenty surrounded by poverty and penury. We believe that India has the potential to become a global leader if people of impeccable integrity can come together on a common platform and work to take India to glorious heights of freedom.

There are many people like us, disillusioned and frustrated with the inefficient and inadequate governance systems of India. We believe that, if given a platform, they would dedicate their energies to the task of re-building India in the image of a modern, prosperous and just society.

We have named this movement as “Freedom Team of India”.

Some of you may well ask – why ‘freedom’, as India is already a free country? Yes, India is free from its colonial masters, but that only means that we are an independent nation. Freedom, we believe, means the capacity to pursue our ambitions and happiness to the best of our abilities, without being encumbered by unjust rules, even as we remain fully accountable for all our actions. It implies creating a society where everyone can live with self-respect and dignity, and can achieve to their fullest potential. It is also a state where all the citizens are equal stakeholders in determining the rules of society. Further, freedom cannot exist amidst ignorance, illiteracy, and penury, and so these must be banished. We have frittered away our independence and failed to convert it into an opportunity to achieve freedom.

Our emphasis is on the word “team” because all members in this group are equal partners in the design and delivery of its activities and governance, and work as a close-knit team, each member respecting and considering others’ opinions. We have no elected ‘leadership team’ for everyone on FTI is a leader. There are no ‘presidents’ or ‘general secretaries’ on this team. The formal leader of the team will be elected once at least 1,500 members have joined and agreed to a detailed plan of action. In other words, this effort is not about us. It is about a Great India. We are merely citizens taking responsibility for our country.

We believe that politics is a field for the attainment of the highest faculties of man – including vision, compassion, knowledge, and the ability to deliver. It is also a noble vocation, to which the best people of the country should aspire. Politics, in a free nation, is not the haven for the corrupt and shameless as it has currently become in India through our neglect. To change this image of politics, YOU will have to come forward! We are unable to offer you a seat as a spectator, whereby you can complain and blame others but do nothing. You have to enter the ring and fight! All people with commitment to India’s freedom and prosperity should come together. The time for watching from the side lines is long past.

(Source FTI brochure)

We at The Freedom Team of India (FTI) will be holding an Outreach for the north East Indian in the months of August and September 2011, from the 29th of August 2001 to the 3rd September 2011. The purpose of this outreach is to find leaders from the north east India. We will be discussing the core ideas and beliefs behind the FTI, and the case for change in Indian politics. We will be reaching out to the citizens of India living in the North eastern India. the total number of leaders we are looking at is 25 from the seven north-eastern states.The rough estimate of the number of leaders we need in the north east can be seen in the table below:

Seats in Lok Sabha

Sl. No

State / Union Territory

Type of Constituencies

TOTAL

GEN

SC

ST

1

Andhra Pradesh

34

6

2

42

2

Arunachal Pradesh

2

-

-

2

3

Assam

11

1

2

14

4

Bihar

33

7

-

40

5

Jharkhand

8

1

5

14

6

Goa

2

-

-

2

7

Gujarat

20

2

4

26

8

Haryana

8

2

-

10

9

Himachal Pradesh

3

1

-

4

10

Jammu & Kashmir

6

-

-

6

11

Karnataka

24

4

-

28

12

Kerala

18

2

-

20

13

Madhya Pradesh

20

4

5

29

14

Chhattisgarh*

5

2

4

11

15

Maharashtra

41

3

4

48

16

Manipur

1

-

1

2

17

Meghalaya

2

-

-

2

18

Mizoram

-

-

1

1

19

Nagaland

1

-

-

1

20

Orissa

13

3

5

21

21

Punjab

10

3

-

13

22

Rajasthan

18

4

3

25

23

Sikkim

1

-

-

1

24

Tamil Nadu

32

7

-

39

25

Tripura

1

-

1

2

26

Uttar Pradesh

63

17

-

80

27

Uttaranchal*

4

1

-

5

28

West Bengal

32

8

2

42

29

A & N Islands

1

-

-

1

30

Chandigarh

1

-

-

1

31

D & N Haveli

-

-

1

1

32

Daman & Diu

1

-

-

1

33

Delhi

6

1

-

7

34

Lakshadweep

-

-

1

1

35

Pondicherry

1

-

-

1

 

Total:

423

79

41

543

Those interested in participating in the event or joining the FTI may visit our website www.freedomteam.in. or alternatively mail me at vidyutjain@gmail.com

On the question regarding our strategy of finding leader first you may visit our website and read the brochure. A gist of which is:

Even the biggest event has to start from an idea. The idea here is to bring together at least 1,500 outstanding leaders – individuals of unimpeachable integrity and sound liberal thinking – who are willing to lead and contest elections in the coming years.

Why 1,500?

We believe that the number of 1,500 leaders mark a good starting point for action. It will mean we have roughly three outstanding leaders for each of India’s 550 parliamentary constituencies. For each constituency, if one of the leaders can not contest for unavoidable reasons, then two others will be ready to stand up. If (and this has to be faced as part of the reality of Indian elections) the second one is killed, then the third will stand up.

Through repeatedly offering good leaders to Indian voters to choose from in each election, we believe that good governments will begin to be formed at the national level. Those leaders who did not get to contest the parliamentary elections will contest the state elections, and the leadership team continuously enhanced.

It is our hope that the core group of 1,500 good leaders will be relatively easy to find among our billion plus population. The Freedom Team also believes that women should form half our membership, but we do not believe in a system of quotas either within or outside this group.

However, good leaders do not fall from the sky. It won’t do to sit by and wait for leaders who will liberate us from our ills to arise spontaneously. We also have to stop criticising and blaming our existing politicians who are doing the best they can give that good competent people refuse to lead.

The only solution is for each of us to take up the leadership challenge. This has to be based on a movement where ordinary citizens decide to rise to new heights and take up leadership roles. No one else exists. You must lead India to greatness.

About thirty leaders of high calibre have already joined. A few high calibre observers have also joined, to provide advice. If you believe that you can lead India, if you wish to reform and transform India, do consider joining the Freedom Team today. Right now! The sooner 1,500 people commit to a shared action plan, the sooner the reform of India can begin.

You do not have to leave your existing group or political party: please continue with it. But you should also join the Freedom Team if you believe in its underlying ideas. If you don’t like being part of this team, please start your own team. Let a million flowers bloom. But do something. Do not wait for India to change on its own, which will never happen. This is our only plea: you should take on your responsibility as a citizen.

(Source FTI Brochure)

If you believe in the power of an idea, if you believe in the power of words and that they can echo through history with sufficient belief in it. If you have said “I Protest”. If you believe that you can lead this nation to a better future. If you believe that freedom is non-negotiable. If you believe that the government should be small but effective. If you believe that all the hungry can be fed, all people deserve a better future, if you can help them dream then you are the person we are looking for.

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My Love…My Dream


Often my dreams are filled with you presence,

My waking hours with you scent

How often have I felt your presence near me?

I do not know, it seems like every breath I breathe,

Often I think of you like a feather in my life,untitled

Weightless, steadily falling, showing me the path

Swaying in my breath of love,

Forever, making my life worthwhile

It is a whole world come alive in your eyes

When you look at me and smile,

It feels so long since I felt this way

Holding on to the cliff, with the wind I sway,

The trees sway with me, as a comforting gesture

I hang on anticipating the fall,

Still dreaming of us greying, our changing texture

I look on as you hold your hand out,

Meeting it at a distance, I see a hand and I shout

“You were my dream, oh what banality”

I let go of it, hitting the ground

Blood flows around me as I lose my sense of certainty

My love…My dream.

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Life Is Elsewhere….


My existence, subdued by chaos

My hope and dreams by a waiting for tomorrow

That never shows itself

A tree gazes at me, I look on

Water droplets on my facesohrab-hura_life-is-elsewhere_angkor_05-pix-600

Hope they will wash away the illusive past, I stand there

Thinking,

Always thinking, that life is elsewhere

My life, confounded by riddles

My aspiration washed away by dreams

No traces I find

Wind gently pushing me, I stand on

Listening to the whispers of the coming future

Thinking,

Always thinking, that life is elsewhere

My present, consumed by hopelessness

My desires start to ignite a spark

Life wobbles, back in me again

My blurry eyes see the horizon

My hopes and aspiration come alive within me

I shrug,

I know

I know, my life is elsewhere

Somewhere with you, besides me

Reflections on the Sandakphu trekking trail!


singalilamapIt had been a while since I planned to go on the trek to sandakphu. The monotonous schedule and the banality of following it always held me back from executing the plan. Then one fine evening, in the busiest month of my calendar, my friends spontaneously made a plan for the trek and extended an invitation to me, which at first of course, I rejected. On giving it a greater amount of thought the prospect was too alluring to resist, so I decided what the hell let’s go! On inquiring I was told that we were to leave at 5.30 the next morning. Well, it was six in the evening now, I had barely an hour to see what I needed and then buy those that I actually did. That I did. All well. Packed my stuff for the greater part of the night and slept in anticipation for the rest. Woke up the next morning all charged up and ready to go.so, it began.

DAY 1

We were a group of five people, two girls and three boys. At about 6: AM we met at the Darjeeling taxi stand, checked for the weights of the bags and the last minute requisitions before we finally boarded the taxi to Manyabhanjang, where the trek begins. Manyabhanjang is small village lying on the border of Nepal and India, separated by a drain covered by a culvert. It is a short drive of an hour and a half from Darjeeling, covering a distance of about 51 Kilometres, at an elevation of 2150 meters. We reached the start point at about 8:00 Am or thereabouts, stopping briefly for breakfast and some shopping of essentials like water and some munchies. We began the trek at about 8:30 am.

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At first I was not so sure that I would be able to walk uphill carrying a heavy backpack, with a slight pain in my lower back. But, one cannot know unless one does it, so I started walking past the tourist Information centre, Uphill. We started walking through the gravel pathway, discovering occasional shortcuts, cutting through the bends of the road. Though arduous to walk these at first, they definitely cut down on time. The weather was warm, clear skies the heat from walking and the sun was getter quite uncomfortable, we were now entering the open landscape on the way to chitre, our first refreshment stop. On the way to chitre, and all through the trek we came across mantras carved upon rocks, upon inquiring we were told that; viewing the written form of a mantra has the same effect as reciting it in prayer. Through the trek I kept an eye for these “mani stones” as they are called. Maybe, I could enhance my Karmas. So after walking through the picturesque scenery from manybhanjang we reached chitre at about 10:20 Am. Along the way we also passed through the chitre monastery, where we turned the prayer wheels and moved on.

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After our refreshments at chitre we were joined by a fellow companion, a dog. The faithful fellow followed us all the way to Megma, where we again stopped briefly, there we brought Churpis; yak milk candies, though they don’t have much of a taste to speak of, they sure do help bide away time as it goes. The walk was getting increasingly tiring since it was the first day, however our perseverance paid and we reached out first night halt, Tumling at an elevation of about 2700 metres. There we booked into the trekkers hut had lunch, after which we started to explore the place a little. Since we had reached the place by 3:30 PM we had a lot of time on our hands. In all we had covered a distance of 12 kilometres, no mean achievement. The rest of the day turned out to be quite uneventful, with the exception of us having tongba- A local drink, served in a wooden tumbler and bamboo straw, it is millet based alcoholic beverage. After trying to get drunk with two refills I finally gave up and settled for coffee. As we were tired and had planned to cover a substantial distance the next day we slept of early after dinner at about 9:00pm.It was a perfectly peaceful sleep I had in a long time.

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DAY 2

We woke up early the next day fresh and revived. After the preliminaries we had a light breakfast, thanked our hosted and started the next leg of the trek from Tumling to sandakphu via Jaubari, Garibas, Kalapokari, and Bikaybhanjayang. The total trek on the route would be about 23 Kilometres. It promised to be a very long, tiring and a steep trek. Our first stop was to be Jaubari at an elevation of 2750 meters. The walk was all through a gravel path. It was a very picturesque walk with the discomfort of the gravel path being very unstable on the legs, which made the knees a little painful and tired. After walking for about 2 hours we finally reached our first destination, after resting briefly for refreshments we headed towards Garibas. We had covered 5 Kilometres so far and on inquiring found that Garibas was about another 2 kilometres. The walk from here on was within the singalila National Park. The road was not very nice here a lot steep slopes and mostly consisting of mud tracks. However the scenery all throughout was reflective, listening to music and thinking to myself I kept walking reaching garibas without really being tired at about 11:30 Am. After resting a while with tea and biscuits we started the next leg to kalapokari. So far it had been mostly downhill. Now, it was about to get a little challenging.

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From here we had to cover a distance of about 7 kilometres to kalapokari, we had to hurry a little as the day was closing and the distance was still a lot left to cover. We decided to hurry a little, so that we could have a timely lunch at kalapokari. Now we were started entering the heart of the National Park, so we decided to walk a little more closely. The walk started getting steep , before it finally became a little easier, climbing through the rhododendron forest was and an absolutely calming experience. There is something about trekking both physically and mentally, personally the more tired I grew the more reflective I was becoming. Now, not that am complaining, but it was an uncalled for distraction, I wanted to enjoy the natural beauty rather then get lost in my thoughts. There we were. Whoa! We were just in time to have lunch there at about 2:30 pm. While we waited for the lunch to be cooked, we took a stroll in and around the place, visiting the kalapokari meaning the black pond. The colour of the water is black and the amazing thing is that it never freezes. 

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After seeing the village for a while, we had lunch, bid goodbye to our host and were starting off for the most arduous climb of the whole trail, from kalapokari to sandakphu, a distance of 8 kilometres. The roads descends for a while to Bikhaybhanyang – Valley of Poison (Aconites grow here). From here onward the road becomes narrow, steep and winding. It is a difficult climb but enjoyable in company. After huffing and puffing for about three hours we had finally reached sandakphu, at an elevation of 3580 metres, relieved.it was almost 6:00 pm now, just in time. Compared to the previous day this day was definitely tiring and all I could think of is eating and going to sleep. We checked into a trekkers hut freshened up, took a walk around the hill. It was started to get windy now so there was nothing much to do. We had dinner and slept like logs a sound peaceful sleep without the distraction from dreams.one hell of a day!

DSC04202DAY 3

We started from sandakphu at about 8:00 AM. Had our lunch packed, as there was no stoppage in the trail between here and Phalut. A distance of about 21 kilometres with not a single village, apart from the camps of the security forces stationed there, the Sema Suraksha Bal guarding our borders with Nepal. The walk now was comparatively easy as it did not have many steep ascends, was and evenly undulating trek. The trail basically runs of the ridge of Singilala with beautiful views of valleys, rolling hills and snowy peaks throughout the walk through the sparse vegetation of silver fur and rhododendron. Phalut is a tri-junction of Sikkim, Nepal and West Bengal. The landscape is lifeless yet beautiful. After walking for three hours, through the life less landscape keeping us company we stopped in a clearing to have lunch and rest a while. Though the landscape was lifeless for the most part of the trek, it seemed to come to life with surprising intensity at intervals walking through the sparse vegetation of silver fur and rhododendron. Surprisingly we did not come across a single stream. Somehow, I kept thinking that this desolation actually made the whole trail seem more beautiful. We walked slowly; no hurry no time to save, as if we had all the time in the world. Well that day we did! For last few kilometres before reaching Phalut the climb again becomes very steep and tiring.

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It had been a leisurely walk all through this day; we reached phalut with the twilight greeting us there. Towards the evening there, it had started to become windy and cold, refreshing nevertheless. We checked into the trekker’s hut, the location of which is a beauty to behold. Situated a few metres from a cliff, we had the view to a large valley below; with the setting sun as the backdrop it was simply, breath-taking. Sitting on a chair near the edge of the cliff, watching this contemplative vista all my fatigue drained away. Sometimes just absorbing nature into you can have a miraculously therapeutic effect. After freezing myself there, I moved indoors to have a warm cup of tea.

There was nothing much to do at Phalut after dark .So; we decided to have an early dinner and log off.

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Day 4

After a long peaceful sleep, I woke up next morning shivering; as I had left the ventilator open last night, a costly oversight, now my back was aching. After having a lovely breakfast of porridge and milk we headed downhill passed the SSB camp towards Srikhola via Gorkhey and Ramam roughly about 34 kilometres. The walk was all descending up to Gorkhey, very slippery though due to the rains the previous night and an all mud pathway. The walk was through bamboo forests, with moss laden trees, different varieties of rhododendrons, silver firs, pines, spruce, chestnuts, oaks, giant magnolias and hemlocks which kept giving me the eerie feeling that we were being stalked by a wild beast, maybe my mind playing games or an overdose of national Geographic. After about two hours we finally arrived at Gorkhey.

Gorkhey, a beautiful valley lies at the border of West Bengal and Sikkim, 18 km from Phalut. Gorkhey is a nice valley. You can find Gorkhey khola (river stream) in this nice valley. It is one of those rare beauties hidden deep in the mountains. We didn’t have much time, I regret. I would have liked to spend a day or two here. On entering the valley I immediately felt welcomed by the natural surroundings. A small brook passed beside the settlements. The sound of the water, peace and quiet what could one ask for in the mountains? Add to that the picture perfect backdrop of the mountains. It almost seemed surreal, like a painting you we gazing at and suddenly found yourself in it. After refreshments we started on the next leg to Ramam, a walk of 8 kilometres.

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The trek was a little steep for a while, downhill for a while and then very sleep for the rest of the way to Ramam. Before we started our descent towards the Bridge near Gorkhey, we lost company of two of our friends who seemed to have taken a mud trail into the forest. After panicking, and waiting for a while we decided to wait in Ramam for them. Due to this turn of event we had lost a substantial amount of time there, we had to make it up for it by walking at a continuously brisk pace. So we did just that. The climb was tiring but we persevered through the forest, occasionally stopping by streams to replenish the supply of water. The water from the Himalayan streams always tastes more delicious that the regular water, absolutely clear with an aftertaste of moss. Wow! Well the lost companions had reached Ramam before we did an anticipated relief. After lunching there we started walking downhill to Srikhola.

The descent through forest also offers hundred species of birds, including the colourful Himalayan Monal, the emerald dove, the maroon Oriole and the many others. Crossing through the towering forests of moss laden trees of rhododendrons, silver firs, pines, spruce, chestnuts, oaks, giant magnolias and as well as through open country fields. It was approaching evening and we not getting anywhere near our destination. Had we lost our way? Yes we had? Damn we were lost in the jungle without any hope of directions forthcoming added to the darkness fast approaching. It is a bleak but exciting prospect.

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We kept walking a little further in hope that Srikhola is around the other bend of the road, no such luck though. Instead, we came across a black leopard sitting on the road at a distance, fortunately it seemed like it was not hungry. We retraced our steps and were finally consigned to the fact that we were lost. And then, there was panic, panic! As that would not help we decided to find a nice spot and camp for the night. We found a relatively plain spot to make a bonfire and stay put through the night. Only later did we realize that it was a burial ground that we had chosen as the camping site. Maybe the dead would keep us safe. So the boys we tasked with gathering wood and the women with fuelling the fire with the wood. A neat arrangement! After the fire was lit, panic had subsided it became rather and enjoyable experience. As we were not carrying food, no one plans on getting lost in a forest; we had a few biscuits to share among ourselves. Which of course we did, one each! Anyways we sat through the better part of the night due partly to fear of wild animals, and partly to the lack of equipment. At about three O’clock in the morning I gave up on the fear and choose sleep.

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The next morning, we woke up from sleep or rather a nap, doused the fire and decided to head downhill, we still had the whole day to get lost again. We had hardly walked two bends of the road; we came across the hamlet, a relief. Having discovered the hamlet after about tem minutes of walking made me feel like fool, only if we had walked a little the previous night, we would have saved ourselves a lot of discomfort. Having tea, coffee and breakfast we continued to Srikhola, this time with solid directions. After an hours trek downhill we were finally at Srikhola.

Well the trek was almost over, a feeling of sadness started to engulf me after the excitement of the previous four days. I decided to douse it with a beer; mixed with leftover sleep it tasted fantastic. Before leaving for Darjeeling, we freshened up at the rivulet; the cold mountain water did a good job to revive the slipping spirits back. After hiring a taxi at Rimbick we headed home.

A Woman’s Touch


Tossing and turning, staring aloof

Waking and yearning, looking for, the

Woman in awe

The journey of life I have been travelling too long,

Have come thus far, all alone

The burden of solitude is weighing me downcomputer-service-a-womans-touch-3

Something I thus far had consigned to forgetfulness

Often wondering whether

I am destined to be condemned,

To that fate of Sisyphus

I will never know.

The forgetfulness of living,

The banality of exuberance,

The draining of gumption,

I can bear no more.

It feels as if I were nearing the end,

Alas! Life has not been so kind unto me

I can only respond in kind, with a shrug

I wonder if, I will have to slink towards my destiny

And heal myself, with

The woman’s touch