Rethinking federalism in India


In a period of widespread discontent and chaos, a period of the increasing clamour for Autonomy and separate states, a period of the waking of the political consciousness and aspiration for managing of their own affairs by local communities and regions, I think it would be a legitimate to ask the question, do we need to rethink federalism in India? I think it is pertinent that every generation in order to move forward, should rethink and rework the underlying ideas that govern them and question those underlying assumptions and if need be dismantle those structures which have out lived their purpose. For my generation the task is humongous but equally important, exciting and worthwhile.

The whole idea behind the reorganisation of the current boundaries of the states in India is also the process to get at minimum government maximising liberty for its citizens and de-centralisation of power and efficient local resources management. These objectives have to be dealt with simultaneously to create a more perfect union. The politics in India has become regional in nature, where the influence of these parties has being having a dysfunctional influence on the central government. India being a centralised form of governance has had a deleterious effect on the democratic institutions as a whole. This trend needs to be arrested if we are to progress into a great nation. The incremental reforms or changes that have been brought about by the government over the past many years have only add fuel to the fire or this regional question- the question of autonomy. The time, I think, has come for a final settlement to the question of Autonomy, which is also the question fundamentally about federalism in India.

The founding fathers of this nation, in their profound wisdom and efficiency thought it right to have a stronger central government in a quasi-federal political setup, mainly to keep at bay the fear of balkanisation of this young Nation. The ghost of partition and the fear of disintegration of the country veiled their foresight. The problems they sought to keep at bay started haunting them immediately after independence and has since only compounded. The ghosts have grown larger and more violent, yet the ability to exorcize them remains imbecilic at best and outright incompetent at worst.

For any nation to progress and develop into a economic and military superpower, it has to have a sustained period of peace and internal stability. With the benefit of hindsight when we lok a history all the great empires were able to develop into great states because they were able to ensure periods of great peace and stability to their citizens. You may look at the roman, Chinese, Maurayan or the British and the American states they all share this character. But, due to the incompetency of our political class and the the failure to find long term solutions to the administrative problems of this country this period of peace and stability has been elusive. There are far too many internal problems in India at the present to haul us into a developed nation category. And, these problems in turn stem from one form or another relating to the question of Autonomy.

Of late the demand for new states and further demand for Autonomy within these sates has been growing, dividing the politics with a regional bias and disruption of public life. The main problem before the policy maker is no more simply how to solve these diverse problems but, how far do they go to get a final settlement leading to a more perfect union. This leads us to call into question the examination of the federal structure of the Union of India. During the drafting of the constitution a strong centralised government may have seemed the best suitable form of governance, but somehow it has failed to work as envisaged. This is not because the political class did not try their best to make it work but, due to the short sightedness of the founding fathers of this nation. The makers of the constitution failed to appreciate the diversity of the nation, when they were resorting to the centralised federation.

The nature of Indian federation is better described as a cooperative federalism where the states act as administrative agencies of the central government. This is where the problem lies. In effect the government has become too big to manage itself. The bigger a government gets the more inefficient and irresponsive it becomes. The idea is to keep the government small and its constituent units smaller. And, this shall be the basic idea guiding us to rethink federalism in India.

More often than is desirable, there is a lot of interference by the centre into the administration of the states. This had not been conducive to a healthy functioning of the federal structure. Now, not all the interference has been direct, more often it is disguised especially through the planning commission. An extra constitutional body is perhaps the biggest anathema to federalism. The sooner this super body is scrapped the better. Then there is the all-pervasive and sanctimonious article 356 of the constitution, where by the union government can at will decide whether a government at the states are being run according to the provisions of the constitution. And, of course the financial relationship between the union and the states which is to the disadvantage of the states. There are numerous others which impinge upon the functioning of the state governments.

Keeping in view these problems I am starting a series of proposals for the Rethinking of the whole federal structure in India. Should you wish to engage in a discussion upon the rethinking of the federal structure you may write to me @ vidyutjain@gmail.com

On the futility of the Jan Lok Pal and importance of Election Reforms first.


As we approach the 64thIndependence Day, my thoughts yet again drift towards the state of our union, and the way towards a more perfect one. In the past year a lot has happened that was not in the interest of the idea of a more perfect union. The scams of enormous proportion have hit us. The multiplicities of the protests have been undermining our democracy. A whole lot our citizens dying of hunger, disease and as collateral for state policies in the Red corridor and other militarised zones. It has been quite much the same for the past 63 years. The government merely becomes more dysfunctional every passing year. And we move on.

But during this past year there is something that has been happening which if successful will rupture the public discourse on governance in this nation for the better- Anna Hazare’s crusade against corruption. Though I don’t disagree with Mr Hazare on the need for eradication of the bad governance which has plagued this nation for far too long, I don’t think that there can be much progress on the issue of corruption unless there are large scale systemic reforms beginning with the Elections reforms. The gates of representative democracy have to be guarded not the guillotine.it is the politics of welfare that has to be overturned. Merely punishing a few of those corrupt and vicious will not lead to a corruption free society.

Mr Hazare thought noble in intent and serious purpose is attacking on the wrong side of the problem to find the right solution. Since he had built up a sizable following, and will in the future contest elections I suppose, he is best placed to agitate for reforms that will truly start to clean up the system. Rather than agitating for Jan Lok Pal, he should consider starting a movement for electoral reforms, which will then enable reasonably good and talented people to enter politics and work towards larger reforms. Contrary to what Mr Hazare has been saying the Jan Lok pal bill will only cut of the dead parts while leaving the diseased body intact. Corruption is merely a symptom of a dysfunctional system.

If we were to reflect a little on the general elections of 2009, it will make a lot of things quite clear about the electoral gaps that exist in India which at the same time is a huge opportunity for reform and new politics emerging. And importance of electoral reforms first.

The chart below shows the performance of the National Parties in 2009 General elections:

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For the analysis I am only focusing upon the national parties. There were 7 national parties who contested elections all over India. There are a total of 543 seats in the Indian parliament.

The first observation is, none of the national parties contested for all the 543 seats. Interestingly, BSP was the party which contested the most number of seats, 500 in all and won only 21. The BJP and the INC contested roughly about the same number about 433 and 440 in all wining 116 and 206 respectively. They did not fare any well. The point here is that even after 64 years of independence there is not a single party which can contest from the entire allotted seats. Today there is no party which can claim to represent, the idea of India. This in some respects suggests a compartmented electorate, implying a divided politics. No National party has an appeal throughout the Nation.

The second and most important material for my argument are the number of votes that was cast in the favour of each party.

Total Electors – 71, 69, 85,101 Male – 37, 47, 58,801 Female– 34, 22, 26,300

Total electors who voted -41, 71, 59,281

Total population of India was about 119.8 crores

The observations are quite significant:

1. The total turnout of the registers votes was only 58.19%, 41.18% of the voters did not cast their votes. For a big democracy like India this is very significant numbering 29, 98, 25,820 or about 30 crore citizens. So, according to this almost half of our population goes unrepresented in the Indian Parliament.

2. The largest party to emerge from the general elections was the INC which was able to garner about 12 Crore votes. This in percentage terms translates into 16.61% of total electorate, 28.55% of total votes polled and 0.1% of the total population of India. That was the biggest party! The BJP fared no better garnering 10.94% of total electorate, 18.80% of total votes polled and 0.06% of the total population of India. Same with all the others. The point to take note is that representing only about 30% of the popular votes the INC was able to form the government at the centre. And, with about 20% of the popular votes the BJP became the main opposition party.

Now, the electoral system in India is “first past the post”, which means that there is requirement for an absolute majority the winner is he who gets the maximum number of votes. This could vary as much as 70% for a candidate to merely a 20% of the total votes polled. It is often observed that the candidates mostly only secure less than even 40% votes to secure an election. The chart below shows the figures for the 2009 general elections:

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With the current electoral system most of the candidates elected are securing only about 30% votes on an average. As the figures show majority of the candidates don not even cross the 50% threshold, whereas ideally they should. So, the first reform must start here, we need to dismantle the whole system of electoral process currently being followed in India.

The candidates can easily manipulate the votes securing the highest numbers yet be far below the ideal majority. In this first past the post system there is absolutely no conventions that have formed over the years which would have at least an unwritten majority warranted. This should have evolved by now. In what kind of a democracy should we have people wining only 10% of the votes and yet be declared winner. This system is has to be replaced.

 

These are Some Suggestions for Reforms.

1)      All the election to the state and the central legislatures should be held simultaneously on the same day. Only in cases where a person had died during his term in public office should by elections be held. If all the elections are on the same day the voter turnout is bound to increase, and it will also have the parties be more involved with real issues that matter with the public. In due course it will help in the nation integration.

2)      Voting should be made compulsory.

(1)    Over time this will lead to destruction of the vote bank politics that today has become so blatant.

(2)    Political participation and awareness of issues surround the nation will increase.

(3)    Role of money and muscle over time shall decrease.

3)      The important public office bearers should be directly elected by the people.

(1)    The president, The Vice-president and The Prime Minister should be directly elected by the people during the general elections. The whole of the country should have a say as to who the most important officers bearers are. Over time this shall lead to national integration and also bring out national perspectives and issues to the electorate. Most of the elections today only have a regional focus, this need to be expanded towards having national focus. The majority of the citizens of this nation do not know or cannot identify with the President or the Prime Minister. Till the time the President and the Prime Minister are not seen as true leaders, national leaders national integration will be a far cry.

(2)    There should be a provision where the parties put forward the name of their presidential candidates and the candidacy is open to all the citizens who qualify the minimum requirements of solvency, education at least a graduation from a recognised university and a clean background in terms of his finances and law abiding record.

(3)    The elections have to state funded. This is important if the influence of money has to be mitigated. The state could choose to a reasonable deposit from every candidate standing up for elections. Say, about 5 lakhs from every candidate which would be non-refundable.

(4)    Upon the submission of his name for the candidacy of the President of India, he/she will within a month of such submission also announce the name of his Vice- President and the Prime Minister as running mates. So for the period of the election the {presidential candidate shall be the more important of the three in every respect. However, after the election are over he shall go back to his role as the titular head of the government, after which the prime Minister shall become the de facto head of the executive.

(5)    The Prime Minister shall be free to choose his cabinet from within or outside the parliament. None of the cabinet members shall hold seats in the parliament. This will separate the legislature from the executive in total in respective of every day functions. And, it will have the fantastic effect of attracting on the people who are genuinely interested in policy making and public policy. All the current incentives of being elected to the parliament shall be withdrawn.

(6)    They shall only receive salaries and no other perks.

(7)    The electoral expenditure shall be made public by the Election commission.

(8)    Anyone of the name for election to the Parliament having a criminal background shall be disqualified for life. They will not be allowed to stand for election till such time as the purported charges are not cleared by the court of law.

(9)    Reservation and nominations of all types shall be nullified. They have outlived their purpose and will not serve any purpose by extending them. Every one shall be equal before the law and the electorate.

(10)The Presidential elections shall be conducted as primaries, where the remaining candidate shall be eliminated save for two securing the most overall votes.

(11)For the purpose of primaries the country shall be divided into four zones- North, south, east and west. This is necessary so as to come to the final of two candidates most agreeable to the electorate without the parochial chauvinism to influence their choices.

(12)Finally, in the national general elections the presidential candidates shall have to have at least 50 % of the popular votes to be declared a winner.

4)      Now, these changes are going to be revolutionary and will require revolutionary methods of conducting it. Some of the suggestion would be :

a)      The UID (Aadhar) card shall be made compulsory for the purpose of voting doing away with the election cards.

b)      The use of biometric systems shall be developed.

c)       A system where the UID can be punched from poll booths, ATMs, and personal computers and mobile phones should be developed.

d)      A live feed of the votes shall be done, not waiting for weeks before finally counting the votes. All results shall be declared on the eve of the elections.

If these suggestion are given a serious consideration by Mr Hazare and his team, and the people of India at large I think we can form a consensus and revolutionise the way election s are conducted and election themselves. These if implemented will truly take this country to commanding heights among the world nations.

Instead of wasting time and energy fight for a lesser Jan Lokh Pal Bill, the Anna team should stop to reflect on the benefits of fighting a worthy fight for election reforms.

None of the present political parties are going to take these suggestions, the reason being that if would disqualify the majority of their candidate overnight. The mixed legislature and the executive that they love so much will no longer be under their control. And, most importantly it will expose their claims of being all India party. In this type of an election format there is no group or set of people can actually be placated. The benefit is obvious that we will have able and charismatic leader who will truly represent the people of India and the people represent them. The people shall finally vote as one people for one leader.

Now, there of course will be a lot of disagreement to these suggested reforms, the idea is however to stimulate a consensus for reforms. My purpose is experimental in the sense that I wish to engage as many people to engage into a conversation for an idea of a New India. Mr Hazare I sincerely wish you all the best towards your efforts; however at the same time I should like you to think on a large scale with encompassing vision for the future of this nation on this eve of Independence Day.

If this thought process has some semblance of sense to you. And, if you too think that electoral reforms are the need of the hour rather than the Jan Lok Pal, you may consider furthering our efforts by joining the Freedom Team of India (FTI). You should visit www.freedomteam.in

I dedicate these thoughts for a better India to my fellow countrymen.

Ask not what your country can do for you, but what you can do for your country – J.F.Kennedy

Jai Hind!

Disclaimer: The thoughts reflected in this write up are my thought and do not reflect the official views of the FTI in any capacity.

 

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In defence of idealism


Over the years India has steadily wavered towards cynicism bordering on apathy. The idealistic nostalgia of the pre Independence era has all but faded away. Not much progress seems to have been made on many fronts in this country in the past 60 or so years. The mirages of freedom, prosperity and a dignified life for its citizens have left the people disillusioned and rudderless. The crisis in its leadership is gaping. The politics of cynicism and fear is dominant. The era of defiant and revolutionary politics is dead.

It would be a folly to expect these habitual criminals that we have voted to the parliament to change their methods of governance. So, the way out of this mess is that we start to change ourselves and our perspectives of the present politics to a new politics of the future.

A country which woke up to independence from the womb of idealistic thinking and actions seeking such ends, today finds itself devoid of it. The cynical political leaders and the politics of divisiveness of their rhetoric have killed idealism within us. The politics of this country has failed to inspire its citizens to achieve to the best of their abilities. Now the time has come push idealism back into our politics. It is a time for optimism. It is time for a renewal.

I can think of no human being who is not at the same time has not been an idealist at some point in time. It could have been in the youth or the old age, the fact would remain that he wished for a better situation than was currently presented. Some of them held on to it to take up the challenge of leadership others led it fade. In the same breath I could add another question: what is leadership? You may wonder how it is related to idealism. In some sense it is idealism. Every leader is an idealist, but not every idealist is a leader till such time as he does not take up the challenge of leadership. But, what is this challenge of leadership?

The challenge of leadership is the gap between an imagined vision and its implementation. This could occur due to various reasons like – corruption, incompetence, lack of discipline but, to my mind most importantly, lack of inspiration. If one is not inspired enough by his vision of the future, his articulation of it, no matter how eloquent will not inspire others. This is where only a few truly great men have come to be.it is their ability to inspire people and to move them to action that makes them stand apart.

To be inspired is a sustained state of mind, and not many of us can take that for too long, and if action is not forthcoming, disappointment knocks round the corner. This is where the gaps starts to form and cynicism fill it. The challenge of leadership emerges from the failure of people who have left the road half way. India today suffers from this at a grand scale; the forthcoming future doesn’t look too bright either if the gap continues. However, if we can fill the gap and emerge from the challenge of leadership we have a terrific future waiting, all its citizens.

We as citizens of this nation have to start believing that justice, fairness, a good and accountable government are not mere words, but perspective which can be realised into reality. We have to think of the possibilities not the impossibilities. For a dull mind everything is impossible, but for those who choose to be inspired by ideas nothing is. The impossible is something which simply has not been done before, it is a challenge.

The history of human progress is the triumph of idealism, because someone somewhere believed in those ideas, because someone somewhere took a stand to realise it, because someone somewhere choose to give up the comfort and monotony of everyday existence to envision and create the place he lived better. We stand on the shoulders of giants so that we can see further, it is demeaning to human dignity to spend their lives at their feet.

So my countrymen believe that each and every one of you can make the difference, start to believe in the ideas for a new future to be created by us together. Let us be the founders of change.

The problem with India is that the leaders of this nation are not being able to inspire us to achieve the best in us. They have failed us as our leaders. As, as a consequence of which we have resigned to believe in ourselves. The politics of divisiveness and fear is the direct outcome of chasing the chimera of equality, rather than opportunity. This very politics of equality is leading our nation to its ruin.

The time has come to start assembling to leading our country to a fundamentally new direction.

To join in the on-going effort please visit www.freedomteam.in .

Believe in the power of ideas. Be Inspired!

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India …..politics….change!


In India the rule of law often breaks down at the throw of the dice. The frequency of which is appalling, and outright irrational. We have a novel way at protesting at the tip of the hat, namely taking recourse to Bandhs, Dharnas and now more fashionably undertaking a Fast. At any given day in India about 40-50 per cent of the country is under anarchy or some other form of protest and disruption of civic life. Every political party and its affiliates, like the labour unions from various industries, the student’s political wing, communities demanding inclusion into the reservation regime, and recently a sitting chief minister of Karnataka, have taken recourse to it in the belief that this form of political activity will most appropriately meet their demands. Far from meeting the demands it only helps increase anarchy in the long term in this country’s civic life. Most of the people just end up following the so called self-proclaimed leaders because as one youth put it during the Anna hazare’s fast “we can’t do anything about the situation so why no help someone else who is doing something about it”.

While this is noble idea of giving support to the forms of protest to keep tyranny at bay in an ideal world, it is a far cry in India. It is precisely this noble intent that has been exploited by the various self-serving groups or individuals, who at various points in the history of this country have ridden on the wave of popular protests to come to prominence. After which they have always invariably abandoned the causes they represented. How long these stupidities of the masses can be tolerated by the state? And more importantly how long can this quasi democracy as it has come to be work as a nation?

Apart from the inconvenience that these forms of protest cause to the citizens of this nation, the economic costs are of significance; add to that the law and order problems that these events invariably cause, and we have anarchy. The government is blackmailed into helplessness, which in turn forces the government to do nothing against these protests, for fear of being perceived as being against the agitating section of the citizens. It all boils down to vote bank politics. Every protest or an agitation gets lost from its avowed purpose, ending up being appeased by the government, leading to more policy mistakes and thereby the erosion of ‘rule of law’ and the ‘due process’.

This appeasement has reached such an extent that today almost all agitating communities, sections have virtually been forcing the government into submission to their demands. Whereas, ideally they should have been arrested and tried for disruption of public life and being a nuisance to the society. However, the socialist government that we have had since independence is to blame for it. It has always had a paternalistic style of governing. It has always thought to have known what ‘the best is’ for its citizens. From the ‘license raj’ to the government controlled education system, it has so far tried to force equity at the cost of liberty. The chasing of this chimera started with Nehru, the end to this folly is not in sight as yet. From the social sector schemes to the reservation in education, jobs and the legislature the idea of equality has been forced down our throats. The result of which is massive inefficiency and banishment merit from every corner of the government.

Today more than forty per cent of the territory of India is virtually not under its control or exercises very little control, from the red corridor to the small agitating satraps across the country demanding a separate state or reservations or the next unreasonable demand they can come up with. And, not surprisingly these are in turn the least developed parts of the nation. So, they now protest and agitate for development and inclusion in the growth of the nation and again and again the vicious circle goes on and on. But, the question we need to ask ourselves is that will it ever stop? The answer to my mind is NO! It will not stop. We have to cut the vicious circle and that can only be done by the government governing the least and shifting more individual liberty to the people. There by, making the citizens of this nation more accountable. We have to inevitably at some point start taking responsibility for our actions and not keep depending on the colossus for everything.

Today, as things stand, the executive in India is steadily losing the initiative. Of late judicial activism has taken the initiative to give out a lot of quasi-executive orders ranging from reprimanding the CBI in various cases, to coming down hard on the government for sitting on ceremony in various scams. If this trend were to continue it would lead to a grave constitutional crisis in the future, leading to more anarchy and chaos. The elected representatives are simply outright incompetent at worst or apathetic at best. Most of them it seems do not even know how to go about their jobs or simply don’t care. Either ways the nation pays the price, the citizens suffer for these lapses. They have been quite adept to display their incompetence at numerous occasions, the External Affairs minister reading out his neighbour’s speech at the UN- I wonder if he even knows what are out stands on foreign policy- wait! Do we have one? The CBI travelling to arrest a foreign national with an expired warrant, Kasab being given stately treatment at the tax payer’s expense and the list goes on. Any ways, let not dwell on it.

Can something be done about it? But, Of course!

What India today need is a systemic overhaul of the governmental structure! Over the years the government has grown to be so big that today it finds itself in a difficult situation to even start the process of reform. The massive size has led to the slow and inefficient functioning of the bureaucracy, hampering the process of governance. It has become a Kafkaesque nightmare, brilliantly portrayed in ‘The Castle’. Most problems in India relate to in some or the other form to governance, Add to that the myriad of laws dating from pre-colonial time and it becomes a nightmare. The citizens had thus far displayed little or no political awakening, with occasional emotional stirrings, like the Anna hazare’s campaign or the Mumbai attacks in 2008, only to fall back to a comfortable lull. Rather than taken enlightened political choices while electing the choice of a candidate to represent them in the parliament, they often fall prey to the distinctions of caste, class or religion. There by electing incompetent and criminalised individuals. The statistics are appalling.

The future of this nation will largely depend on how the citizens see themselves involved in the political process during and after the elections. Statistically about 45 % of the nation does not vote at all. The government which come to power at the centre had virtually the mandate of merely 30 % of the people of this country. The challenge to the future conduct of the elections and the political parties stalking power will be to get these marginalised 45 % to the polling booths. The future of politics in India is set to change, the weeding out will happen soon- it’s already begun.

That will happen only with a new set of leaders, with a new vision for this nation. The set of leaders who believe in Gandhi’s dream of’ wiping every teardrop from every eye’, is still alive in our times. His dream –‘of having a government which governs the least’ is possible to achieve. His dream of have villages manage their affairs, a de-centralised democracy. People who believe in liberty of the people, and that it is the most important attribute of the state. People who believe, that the government should be small, but effective and strong. People who believe that the citizens deserve the right to achieve their own happiness in whatever way they see fit.

The team is being assembled as you read. A team consisting of highly motivated people with impeccable integrity and the spirit to change this country. All those who see themselves as being motivated enough to lead this country from chaos to stability, from poverty to prosperity, where the rule of law is supreme, where the culture of hope never dies. So, for the people it would do good to consider joining this team rather than wasting a significant amount of time in protests which lead nowhere. The kind of reform that this country needs will need a strategy and foresight, patience and hard work. And, it would do the nation good if you support the team in any way you should choose.It is the Freedom Team of India (FTI) (www.freedomteam.in)

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ON BOOKS AND READING.


I have always likes reading. Books have been my friends during my most private time- Alone. even now i have been spending a lot of time with them. Not that I don’t like people, it just happens that I find books more interesting than most people I encounter. However, the few interesting ones I meet I cherish them, often developing into friendship. Most people tend to divide books into god one and the bad ones, I make no such distinction- not to say that i read them indiscriminately! I like to see them as being useful or useless. An example of the former would be ‘The education of Henry Adams’ and of the latter most of the self-help rubbish amongst many more.

My formal education stopped at the demise of my father during my final year in college, when I took to business. Since then, I have tried to unlearn most of the rote I had been feed all my educative years. It’s been fairly successful i should like to think, all thanks to my friends –Books- the useful one. Every time I pick a new book up to Read I feel like a complete idiot, by the end of most of them I retain the feeling, but by the end of some of those very few books I know that I have learnt and grown a bit smatter. Rare as the feeling is, while it lasts it’s wonderful. But, reading has to be done with a lot of caution. Some books have the lingering effect after I have read them, but that does not necessarily mean them to be useful books. Most books I would count as being useless so far as they do not help me to think further on my own in the concerned field of study. As, so often is the case we come across walking encyclopaedias with a lot of factual information acquired through reading, but with an obnoxious lack of critical thinking.

The important thing about reading is that the books should act as a catalyst to further critical thinking and pursuit of independent thinking. If a book cannot do that, in so far as I am concerned they are useless. The other day I came across An essay by Arthur Schopenhauer titled on ‘books and reading’ also the title of this post, where he explores the effect on random readings.I enjoyed reading it hope so do you. I am quoting the essay in full;

Ignorance is degrading only when found in company with riches. The poor

man is restrained by poverty and need: labour occupies his thoughts, and

takes the place of knowledge. But rich men who are ignorant live for

their lusts only, and are like the beasts of the field; as may be seen

every day: and they can also be reproached for not having used wealth

and leisure for that which gives them their greatest value.

 

When we read, another person thinks for us: we merely repeat his mental

process. In learning to write, the pupil goes over with his pen what the

teacher has outlined in pencil: so in reading; the greater part of the

work of thought is already done for us. This is why it relieves us to

take up a book after being occupied with our own thoughts. And in

reading, the mind is, in fact, only the playground of another’s

thoughts. So it comes about that if anyone spends almost the whole day

in reading, and by way of relaxation devotes the intervals to some

thoughtless pastime, he gradually loses the capacity for thinking; just

as the man who always rides, at last forgets how to walk. This is the

case with many learned persons: they have read themselves stupid. For to

occupy every spare moment in reading, and to do nothing but read, is

even more paralyzing to the mind than constant manual labor, which at

least allows those engaged in it to follow their own thoughts. A spring

never free from the pressure of some foreign body at last loses its

elasticity; and so does the mind if other people’s thoughts are

constantly forced upon it. Just as you can ruin the stomach and impair

the whole body by taking too much nourishment, so you can overfill and

choke the mind by feeding it too much. The more you read, the fewer are

the traces left by what you have read: the mind becomes like a tablet

crossed over and over with writing. There is no time for ruminating, and

in no other way can you assimilate what you have read. If you read on

and on without setting your own thoughts to work, what you have read can

not strike root, and is generally lost. It is, in fact, just the same

with mental as with bodily food: hardly the fifth part of what one takes

is assimilated. The rest passes off in evaporation, respiration and the

like.

 

The result of all this is that thoughts put on paper are nothing more

than footsteps in the sand: you see the way the man has gone, but to

know what he saw on his walk, you want his eyes.

 

There is no quality of style that can be gained by reading writers who

possess it; whether it be persuasiveness, imagination, the gift of

drawing comparisons, boldness, bitterness, brevity, grace, ease of

expression or wit, unexpected contrasts, a laconic or naive manner, and

the like. But if these qualities are already in us, exist, that is to

say, potentially, we can call them forth and bring them to

consciousness; we can learn the purposes to which they can be put; we

can be strengthened in our inclination to use them, or get courage to do

so; we can judge by examples the effect of applying them, and so acquire

the correct use of them; and of course it is only when we have arrived

at that point that we actually possess these qualities. The only way in

which reading can form style is by teaching us the use to which we can

put our own natural gifts. We must have these gifts before we begin to

learn the use of them. Without them, reading teaches us nothing but

cold, dead mannerisms and makes us shallow imitators.

 

The strata of the earth preserve in rows the creatures which lived in

former ages; and the array of books on the shelves of a library stores

up in like manner the errors of the past and the way in which they have

been exposed. Like those creatures, they too were full of life in their

time, and made a great deal of noise; but now they are stiff and

fossilized, and an object of curiosity to the literary palaeontologist

alone.

 

Herodotus relates that Xerxes wept at the sight of his army, which

stretched further than the eye could reach, in the thought that of all

these, after a hundred years, not one would be alive. And in looking

over a huge catalogue of new books, one might weep at thinking that,

when ten years have passed, not one of them will be heard of.

 

It is in literature as in life: wherever you turn, you stumble at once

upon the incorrigible mob of humanity, swarming in all directions,

crowding and soiling everything, like flies in summer. Hence the number,

which no man can count, of bad books, those rank weeds of literature,

which draw nourishment from the corn and choke it. The time, money and

attention of the public, which rightfully belong to good books and their

noble aims, they take for themselves: they are written for the mere

purpose of making money or procuring places. So they are not only

useless; they do positive mischief. Nine-tenths of the whole of our

present literature has no other aim than to get a few shillings out of

the pockets of the public; and to this end author, publisher and

reviewer are in league.

 

Let me mention a crafty and wicked trick, albeit a profitable and

successful one, practised by litterateurs, hack writers, and voluminous

authors. In complete disregard of good taste and the true culture of the

period, they have succeeded in getting the whole of the world of fashion

into leading strings, so that they are all trained to read in time, and

all the same thing, viz., _the newest books_; and that for the purpose

of getting food for conversation in the circles in which they move. This

is the aim served by bad novels, produced by writers who were once

celebrated, as Spindler, Bulwer Lytton, Eugene Sue. What can be more

miserable than the lot of a reading public like this, always bound to

peruse the latest works of extremely commonplace persons who write for

money only, and who are therefore never few in number? and for this

advantage they are content to know by name only the works of the few

superior minds of all ages and all countries. Literary newspapers, too,

are a singularly cunning device for robbing the reading public of the

time which, if culture is to be attained, should be devoted to the

genuine productions of literature, instead of being occupied by the

daily bungling commonplace persons.

 

Hence, in regard to reading, it is a very important thing to be able to

refrain. Skill in doing so consists in not taking into one’s hands any

book merely because at the time it happens to be extensively read; such

as political or religious pamphlets, novels, poetry, and the like, which

make a noise, and may even attain to several editions in the first and

last year of their existence. Consider, rather, that the man who writes

for fools is always sure of a large audience; be careful to limit your

time for reading, and devote it exclusively to the works of those great

minds of all times and countries, who o’ertop the rest of humanity,

those whom the voice of fame points to as such. These alone really

educate and instruct. You can never read bad literature too little, nor

good literature too much. Bad books are intellectual poison; they

destroy the mind. Because people always read what is new instead of the

best of all ages, writers remain in the narrow circle of the ideas which

happen to prevail in their time; and so the period sinks deeper and

deeper into its own mire.

 

There are at all times two literatures in progress, running side by

side, but little known to each other; the one real, the other only

apparent. The former grows into permanent literature; it is pursued by

those who live _for_ science or poetry; its course is sober and quiet,

but extremely slow; and it produces in Europe scarcely a dozen works in

a century; these, however, are permanent. The other kind is pursued by

persons who live _on_ science or poetry; it goes at a gallop with much

noise and shouting of partisans; and every twelve-month puts a thousand

works on the market. But after a few years one asks, Where are they?

where is the glory which came so soon and made so much clamor? This kind

may be called fleeting, and the other, permanent literature.

 

In the history of politics, half a century is always a considerable

time; the matter which goes to form them is ever on the move; there is

always something going on. But in the history of literature there is

often a complete standstill for the same period; nothing has happened,

for clumsy attempts don’t count. You are just where you were fifty years

previously.

 

To explain what I mean, let me compare the advance of knowledge among

mankind to the course taken by a planet. The false paths on which

humanity usually enters after every important advance are like the

epicycles in the Ptolemaic system, and after passing through one of

them, the world is just where it was before it entered it. But the great

minds, who really bring the race further on its course do not accompany

it on the epicycles it makes from time to time. This explains why

posthumous fame is often bought at the expense of contemporary praise,

and _vice versa_. An instance of such an epicycle is the philosophy

started by Fichte and Schelling, and crowned by Hegel’s caricature of

it. This epicycle was a deviation from the limit to which philosophy had

been ultimately brought by Kant; and at that point I took it up again

afterwards, to carry it further. In the intervening period the sham

philosophers I have mentioned and some others went through their

epicycle, which had just come to an end; so that those who went with

them on their course are conscious of the fact that they are exactly at

the point from which they started.

 

This circumstance explains why it is that, every thirty years or so,

science, literature, and art, as expressed in the spirit of the time,

are declared bankrupt. The errors which appear from time to time amount

to such a height in that period that the mere weight of their absurdity

makes the fabric fall; whilst the opposition to them has been gathering

force at the same time. So an upset takes place, often followed by an

error in the opposite direction. To exhibit these movements in their

periodical return would be the true practical aim of the history of

literature: little attention, however, is paid to it. And besides, the

comparatively short duration of these periods makes it difficult to

collect the data of epochs long gone by, so that it is most convenient

to observe how the matter stands in one’s own generation. An instance of

this tendency, drawn from physical science, is supplied in the Neptunian

geology of Werter.

 

But let me keep strictly to the example cited above, the nearest we can

take. In German philosophy, the brilliant epoch of Kant was immediately

followed by a period which aimed rather at being imposing than at

convincing. Instead of being thorough and clear, it tried to be

dazzling, hyperbolical, and, in a special degree, unintelligible:

instead of seeking truth, it intrigued. Philosophy could make no

progress in this fashion; and at last the whole school and its method

became bankrupt. For the effrontery of Hegel and his fellows came to

such a pass,–whether because they talked such sophisticated nonsense,

or were so unscrupulously puffed, or because the entire aim of this

pretty piece of work was quite obvious,–that in the end there was

nothing to prevent charlatanry of the whole business from becoming

manifest to everybody: and when, in consequence of certain disclosures,

the favor it had enjoyed in high quarters was withdrawn, the system was

openly ridiculed. This most miserable of all the meagre philosophies

that have ever existed came to grief, and dragged down with it into the

abysm of discredit, the systems of Fichte and Schelling which had

preceded it. And so, as far as Germany is concerned, the total

philosophical incompetence of the first half of the century following

upon Kant is quite plain: and still the Germans boast of their talent

for philosophy in comparison with foreigners, especially since an

English writer has been so maliciously ironical as to call them "a

nation of thinkers."

 

For an example of the general system of epicycles drawn from the history

of art, look at the school of sculpture which flourished in the last

century and took its name from Bernini, more especially at the

development of it which prevailed in France. The ideal of this school

was not antique beauty, but commonplace nature: instead of the

simplicity and grace of ancient art, it represented the manners of a

French minuet.

 

This tendency became bankrupt when, under Winkelman’s direction, a

return was made to the antique school. The history of painting furnishes

an illustration in the first quarter of the century, when art was looked

upon merely as a means and instrument of mediaeval religious sentiment,

and its themes consequently drawn from ecclesiastical subjects alone:

these, however, were treated by painters who had none of the true

earnestness of faith, and in their delusion they followed Francesco

Francia, Pietro Perugino, Angelico da Fiesole and others like them,

rating them higher even than the really great masters who followed. It

was in view of this terror, and because in poetry an analogous aim had

at the same time found favor, that Goethe wrote his parable

_Pfaffenspiel_. This school, too, got the reputation of being whimsical,

became bankrupt, and was followed by a return to nature, which

proclaimed itself in _genre_ pictures and scenes of life of every kind,

even though it now and then strayed into what was vulgar.

 

The progress of the human mind in literature is similar. The history of

literature is for the most part like the catalogue of a museum of

deformities; the spirit in which they keep best is pigskin. The few

creatures that have been born in goodly shape need not be looked for

there. They are still alive, and are everywhere to be met with in the

world, immortal, and with their years ever green. They alone form what I

have called real literature; the history of which, poor as it is in

persons, we learn from our youth up out of the mouths of all educated

people, before compilations recount it for us.

 

As an antidote to the prevailing monomania for reading literary

histories, in order to be able to chatter about everything, without

having any real knowledge at all, let me refer to a passage in

Lichtenberg’s works (vol. II., p. 302), which is well worth perusal.

 

I believe that the over-minute acquaintance with the history of science

and learning, which is such a prevalent feature of our day, is very

prejudicial to the advance of knowledge itself. There is pleasure in

following up this history; but as a matter of fact, it leaves the mind,

not empty indeed, but without any power of its own, just because it

makes it so full. Whoever has felt the desire, not to fill up his mind,

but to strengthen it, to develop his faculties and aptitudes, and

generally, to enlarge his powers, will have found that there is nothing

so weakening as intercourse with a so-called litterateur, on a matter of

knowledge on which he has not thought at all, though he knows a thousand

little facts appertaining to its history and literature. It is like

reading a cookery-book when you are hungry. I believe that so-called

literary history will never thrive amongst thoughtful people, who are

conscious of their own worth and the worth of real knowledge. These

people are more given to employing their own reason than to troubling

themselves to know how others have employed theirs. The worst of it is

that, as you will find, the more knowledge takes the direction of

literary research, the less the power of promoting knowledge becomes;

the only thing that increases is pride in the possession of it. Such

persons believe that they possess knowledge in a greater degree than

those who really possess it. It is surely a well-founded remark, that

knowledge never makes its possessor proud. Those alone let themselves be

blown out with pride, who incapable of extending knowledge in their own

persons, occupy themselves with clearing up dark points in its history,

or are able to recount what others have done. They are proud, because

they consider this occupation, which is mostly of a mechanical nature,

the practice of knowledge. I could illustrate what I mean by examples,

but it would be an odious task.

 

Still, I wish some one would attempt a _tragical_ history of literature,

giving the way in which the writers and artists, who form the proudest

possession of the various nations which have given them birth, have been

treated by them during their lives. Such a history would exhibit the

ceaseless warfare, which what was good and genuine in all times and

countries has had to wage with what was bad and perverse. It would tell

of the martyrdom of almost all those who truly enlightened humanity, of

almost all the great masters of every kind of art: it would show us how,

with few exceptions, they were tormented to death, without recognition,

without sympathy, without followers; how they lived in poverty and

misery, whilst fame, honor, and riches, were the lot of the unworthy;

how their fate was that of Esau, who while he was hunting and getting

venison for his father, was robbed of the blessing by Jacob, disguised

in his brother’s clothes, how, in spite of all, they were kept up by the

love of their work, until at last the bitter fight of the teacher of

humanity is over, until the immortal laurel is held out to him, and the

hour strikes when it can be said:

 

Der sehwere Panzer wird zum Fluegelkleide

Kurz ist der Schmerz, unendlich ist die Freude.

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Whispers of Silence


These are the sounds,

Of the whispers of silence

Echoing through the vortex of eternity

Beyond space and time

Of which there can be no inevitability,

These forms of life keep shifting

 Into elusive apparitions,

Sometimes appearing with marked lucidity

At others,

Dwindling into the whispering silences

Often, infecting us unawares, spilling

The ennui of worldly cares,

Gumption fraught from being sapped

The distant sound subsumes within

Life within becomes deathly fatigued

Hung in between, in an existence

Without a biography

The yearning for freedom

 Almost within grasp

Murmuring babel

Undulating comprehension

Obscuring vision

Sentient hope

I sleep with them,

The whispering silences

Echoing,

 Till I am lost

 To the streams of the unconscious

 

My Love…My Dream


Often my dreams are filled with you presence,

My waking hours with you scent

How often have I felt your presence near me?

I do not know, it seems like every breath I breathe,

Often I think of you like a feather in my life,untitled

Weightless, steadily falling, showing me the path

Swaying in my breath of love,

Forever, making my life worthwhile

It is a whole world come alive in your eyes

When you look at me and smile,

It feels so long since I felt this way

Holding on to the cliff, with the wind I sway,

The trees sway with me, as a comforting gesture

I hang on anticipating the fall,

Still dreaming of us greying, our changing texture

I look on as you hold your hand out,

Meeting it at a distance, I see a hand and I shout

“You were my dream, oh what banality”

I let go of it, hitting the ground

Blood flows around me as I lose my sense of certainty

My love…My dream.

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Life Is Elsewhere….


My existence, subdued by chaos

My hope and dreams by a waiting for tomorrow

That never shows itself

A tree gazes at me, I look on

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Hope they will wash away the illusive past, I stand there

Thinking,

Always thinking, that life is elsewhere

My life, confounded by riddles

My aspiration washed away by dreams

No traces I find

Wind gently pushing me, I stand on

Listening to the whispers of the coming future

Thinking,

Always thinking, that life is elsewhere

My present, consumed by hopelessness

My desires start to ignite a spark

Life wobbles, back in me again

My blurry eyes see the horizon

My hopes and aspiration come alive within me

I shrug,

I know

I know, my life is elsewhere

Somewhere with you, besides me

Reflections on the Sandakphu trekking trail!


singalilamapIt had been a while since I planned to go on the trek to sandakphu. The monotonous schedule and the banality of following it always held me back from executing the plan. Then one fine evening, in the busiest month of my calendar, my friends spontaneously made a plan for the trek and extended an invitation to me, which at first of course, I rejected. On giving it a greater amount of thought the prospect was too alluring to resist, so I decided what the hell let’s go! On inquiring I was told that we were to leave at 5.30 the next morning. Well, it was six in the evening now, I had barely an hour to see what I needed and then buy those that I actually did. That I did. All well. Packed my stuff for the greater part of the night and slept in anticipation for the rest. Woke up the next morning all charged up and ready to go.so, it began.

DAY 1

We were a group of five people, two girls and three boys. At about 6: AM we met at the Darjeeling taxi stand, checked for the weights of the bags and the last minute requisitions before we finally boarded the taxi to Manyabhanjang, where the trek begins. Manyabhanjang is small village lying on the border of Nepal and India, separated by a drain covered by a culvert. It is a short drive of an hour and a half from Darjeeling, covering a distance of about 51 Kilometres, at an elevation of 2150 meters. We reached the start point at about 8:00 Am or thereabouts, stopping briefly for breakfast and some shopping of essentials like water and some munchies. We began the trek at about 8:30 am.

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At first I was not so sure that I would be able to walk uphill carrying a heavy backpack, with a slight pain in my lower back. But, one cannot know unless one does it, so I started walking past the tourist Information centre, Uphill. We started walking through the gravel pathway, discovering occasional shortcuts, cutting through the bends of the road. Though arduous to walk these at first, they definitely cut down on time. The weather was warm, clear skies the heat from walking and the sun was getter quite uncomfortable, we were now entering the open landscape on the way to chitre, our first refreshment stop. On the way to chitre, and all through the trek we came across mantras carved upon rocks, upon inquiring we were told that; viewing the written form of a mantra has the same effect as reciting it in prayer. Through the trek I kept an eye for these “mani stones” as they are called. Maybe, I could enhance my Karmas. So after walking through the picturesque scenery from manybhanjang we reached chitre at about 10:20 Am. Along the way we also passed through the chitre monastery, where we turned the prayer wheels and moved on.

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After our refreshments at chitre we were joined by a fellow companion, a dog. The faithful fellow followed us all the way to Megma, where we again stopped briefly, there we brought Churpis; yak milk candies, though they don’t have much of a taste to speak of, they sure do help bide away time as it goes. The walk was getting increasingly tiring since it was the first day, however our perseverance paid and we reached out first night halt, Tumling at an elevation of about 2700 metres. There we booked into the trekkers hut had lunch, after which we started to explore the place a little. Since we had reached the place by 3:30 PM we had a lot of time on our hands. In all we had covered a distance of 12 kilometres, no mean achievement. The rest of the day turned out to be quite uneventful, with the exception of us having tongba- A local drink, served in a wooden tumbler and bamboo straw, it is millet based alcoholic beverage. After trying to get drunk with two refills I finally gave up and settled for coffee. As we were tired and had planned to cover a substantial distance the next day we slept of early after dinner at about 9:00pm.It was a perfectly peaceful sleep I had in a long time.

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DAY 2

We woke up early the next day fresh and revived. After the preliminaries we had a light breakfast, thanked our hosted and started the next leg of the trek from Tumling to sandakphu via Jaubari, Garibas, Kalapokari, and Bikaybhanjayang. The total trek on the route would be about 23 Kilometres. It promised to be a very long, tiring and a steep trek. Our first stop was to be Jaubari at an elevation of 2750 meters. The walk was all through a gravel path. It was a very picturesque walk with the discomfort of the gravel path being very unstable on the legs, which made the knees a little painful and tired. After walking for about 2 hours we finally reached our first destination, after resting briefly for refreshments we headed towards Garibas. We had covered 5 Kilometres so far and on inquiring found that Garibas was about another 2 kilometres. The walk from here on was within the singalila National Park. The road was not very nice here a lot steep slopes and mostly consisting of mud tracks. However the scenery all throughout was reflective, listening to music and thinking to myself I kept walking reaching garibas without really being tired at about 11:30 Am. After resting a while with tea and biscuits we started the next leg to kalapokari. So far it had been mostly downhill. Now, it was about to get a little challenging.

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From here we had to cover a distance of about 7 kilometres to kalapokari, we had to hurry a little as the day was closing and the distance was still a lot left to cover. We decided to hurry a little, so that we could have a timely lunch at kalapokari. Now we were started entering the heart of the National Park, so we decided to walk a little more closely. The walk started getting steep , before it finally became a little easier, climbing through the rhododendron forest was and an absolutely calming experience. There is something about trekking both physically and mentally, personally the more tired I grew the more reflective I was becoming. Now, not that am complaining, but it was an uncalled for distraction, I wanted to enjoy the natural beauty rather then get lost in my thoughts. There we were. Whoa! We were just in time to have lunch there at about 2:30 pm. While we waited for the lunch to be cooked, we took a stroll in and around the place, visiting the kalapokari meaning the black pond. The colour of the water is black and the amazing thing is that it never freezes. 

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After seeing the village for a while, we had lunch, bid goodbye to our host and were starting off for the most arduous climb of the whole trail, from kalapokari to sandakphu, a distance of 8 kilometres. The roads descends for a while to Bikhaybhanyang – Valley of Poison (Aconites grow here). From here onward the road becomes narrow, steep and winding. It is a difficult climb but enjoyable in company. After huffing and puffing for about three hours we had finally reached sandakphu, at an elevation of 3580 metres, relieved.it was almost 6:00 pm now, just in time. Compared to the previous day this day was definitely tiring and all I could think of is eating and going to sleep. We checked into a trekkers hut freshened up, took a walk around the hill. It was started to get windy now so there was nothing much to do. We had dinner and slept like logs a sound peaceful sleep without the distraction from dreams.one hell of a day!

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We started from sandakphu at about 8:00 AM. Had our lunch packed, as there was no stoppage in the trail between here and Phalut. A distance of about 21 kilometres with not a single village, apart from the camps of the security forces stationed there, the Sema Suraksha Bal guarding our borders with Nepal. The walk now was comparatively easy as it did not have many steep ascends, was and evenly undulating trek. The trail basically runs of the ridge of Singilala with beautiful views of valleys, rolling hills and snowy peaks throughout the walk through the sparse vegetation of silver fur and rhododendron. Phalut is a tri-junction of Sikkim, Nepal and West Bengal. The landscape is lifeless yet beautiful. After walking for three hours, through the life less landscape keeping us company we stopped in a clearing to have lunch and rest a while. Though the landscape was lifeless for the most part of the trek, it seemed to come to life with surprising intensity at intervals walking through the sparse vegetation of silver fur and rhododendron. Surprisingly we did not come across a single stream. Somehow, I kept thinking that this desolation actually made the whole trail seem more beautiful. We walked slowly; no hurry no time to save, as if we had all the time in the world. Well that day we did! For last few kilometres before reaching Phalut the climb again becomes very steep and tiring.

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It had been a leisurely walk all through this day; we reached phalut with the twilight greeting us there. Towards the evening there, it had started to become windy and cold, refreshing nevertheless. We checked into the trekker’s hut, the location of which is a beauty to behold. Situated a few metres from a cliff, we had the view to a large valley below; with the setting sun as the backdrop it was simply, breath-taking. Sitting on a chair near the edge of the cliff, watching this contemplative vista all my fatigue drained away. Sometimes just absorbing nature into you can have a miraculously therapeutic effect. After freezing myself there, I moved indoors to have a warm cup of tea.

There was nothing much to do at Phalut after dark .So; we decided to have an early dinner and log off.

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Day 4

After a long peaceful sleep, I woke up next morning shivering; as I had left the ventilator open last night, a costly oversight, now my back was aching. After having a lovely breakfast of porridge and milk we headed downhill passed the SSB camp towards Srikhola via Gorkhey and Ramam roughly about 34 kilometres. The walk was all descending up to Gorkhey, very slippery though due to the rains the previous night and an all mud pathway. The walk was through bamboo forests, with moss laden trees, different varieties of rhododendrons, silver firs, pines, spruce, chestnuts, oaks, giant magnolias and hemlocks which kept giving me the eerie feeling that we were being stalked by a wild beast, maybe my mind playing games or an overdose of national Geographic. After about two hours we finally arrived at Gorkhey.

Gorkhey, a beautiful valley lies at the border of West Bengal and Sikkim, 18 km from Phalut. Gorkhey is a nice valley. You can find Gorkhey khola (river stream) in this nice valley. It is one of those rare beauties hidden deep in the mountains. We didn’t have much time, I regret. I would have liked to spend a day or two here. On entering the valley I immediately felt welcomed by the natural surroundings. A small brook passed beside the settlements. The sound of the water, peace and quiet what could one ask for in the mountains? Add to that the picture perfect backdrop of the mountains. It almost seemed surreal, like a painting you we gazing at and suddenly found yourself in it. After refreshments we started on the next leg to Ramam, a walk of 8 kilometres.

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The trek was a little steep for a while, downhill for a while and then very sleep for the rest of the way to Ramam. Before we started our descent towards the Bridge near Gorkhey, we lost company of two of our friends who seemed to have taken a mud trail into the forest. After panicking, and waiting for a while we decided to wait in Ramam for them. Due to this turn of event we had lost a substantial amount of time there, we had to make it up for it by walking at a continuously brisk pace. So we did just that. The climb was tiring but we persevered through the forest, occasionally stopping by streams to replenish the supply of water. The water from the Himalayan streams always tastes more delicious that the regular water, absolutely clear with an aftertaste of moss. Wow! Well the lost companions had reached Ramam before we did an anticipated relief. After lunching there we started walking downhill to Srikhola.

The descent through forest also offers hundred species of birds, including the colourful Himalayan Monal, the emerald dove, the maroon Oriole and the many others. Crossing through the towering forests of moss laden trees of rhododendrons, silver firs, pines, spruce, chestnuts, oaks, giant magnolias and as well as through open country fields. It was approaching evening and we not getting anywhere near our destination. Had we lost our way? Yes we had? Damn we were lost in the jungle without any hope of directions forthcoming added to the darkness fast approaching. It is a bleak but exciting prospect.

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We kept walking a little further in hope that Srikhola is around the other bend of the road, no such luck though. Instead, we came across a black leopard sitting on the road at a distance, fortunately it seemed like it was not hungry. We retraced our steps and were finally consigned to the fact that we were lost. And then, there was panic, panic! As that would not help we decided to find a nice spot and camp for the night. We found a relatively plain spot to make a bonfire and stay put through the night. Only later did we realize that it was a burial ground that we had chosen as the camping site. Maybe the dead would keep us safe. So the boys we tasked with gathering wood and the women with fuelling the fire with the wood. A neat arrangement! After the fire was lit, panic had subsided it became rather and enjoyable experience. As we were not carrying food, no one plans on getting lost in a forest; we had a few biscuits to share among ourselves. Which of course we did, one each! Anyways we sat through the better part of the night due partly to fear of wild animals, and partly to the lack of equipment. At about three O’clock in the morning I gave up on the fear and choose sleep.

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The next morning, we woke up from sleep or rather a nap, doused the fire and decided to head downhill, we still had the whole day to get lost again. We had hardly walked two bends of the road; we came across the hamlet, a relief. Having discovered the hamlet after about tem minutes of walking made me feel like fool, only if we had walked a little the previous night, we would have saved ourselves a lot of discomfort. Having tea, coffee and breakfast we continued to Srikhola, this time with solid directions. After an hours trek downhill we were finally at Srikhola.

Well the trek was almost over, a feeling of sadness started to engulf me after the excitement of the previous four days. I decided to douse it with a beer; mixed with leftover sleep it tasted fantastic. Before leaving for Darjeeling, we freshened up at the rivulet; the cold mountain water did a good job to revive the slipping spirits back. After hiring a taxi at Rimbick we headed home.

A Woman’s Touch


Tossing and turning, staring aloof

Waking and yearning, looking for, the

Woman in awe

The journey of life I have been travelling too long,

Have come thus far, all alone

The burden of solitude is weighing me downcomputer-service-a-womans-touch-3

Something I thus far had consigned to forgetfulness

Often wondering whether

I am destined to be condemned,

To that fate of Sisyphus

I will never know.

The forgetfulness of living,

The banality of exuberance,

The draining of gumption,

I can bear no more.

It feels as if I were nearing the end,

Alas! Life has not been so kind unto me

I can only respond in kind, with a shrug

I wonder if, I will have to slink towards my destiny

And heal myself, with

The woman’s touch